and I'm still here whining about being unhappy and sad. Sometimes I look over the months and years that have passed and I wish to god someone would come and kick me up the arse, just say get over it...
But its not that easy and the solution is never really abuse of any sort.
Tonight I made a resolution, I know its not the new year, but one can have an epiphany any time of the year, to write this shit out. To acknowledge that its happening, to speak to my future self. Maybe I will read this in years to come and know the answers.... maybe I will be still asking the same questions, but my blog will become my daily reminder that things can get bad, but they hopefully wont get worse!
